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Letters to Farrah 10 months
How you have grown
You are walking not a lot but when you want to and I can never seem to get it on film unless I’m begging. You try to talk so much, dada am duck but instead of the d sound you use the G sound so it’s Guck and gaga lol you try to say dog and kitty and you say yeah and clap your hands too! I was so excited you also give kisses in the air when you see me do it, you pucker your lips and suck in like a fish and I laugh so hard I cry, your a brilliant little girl and you understand everything! You are very cling and it’s understandable I hold you all the time and it breaks my heart when you cry. I can leave you in another room sleeping and I hear u crying in my head rushing to you and ur sound asleep. I think I think about it so much that I can hear you. All in the head of course. You finally met your Gran gran who can’t stop making you little pretties :) and I have so many plans for your future.spanish lessons at 4yrs and piano at 5 private school and gymnastics till around 12. You love love love veggies rice and beans haha your so much like me. You eat everything I eat and your very much a vegan. Like mama you are having a growth spurt right now and I am so excited grow my flower :D your getting a new caraway within the week so I have loads of research to do to find the safest one. I tried getting you to sleep without Leche and let’s just say it was way to depressing you just cried and cried till I couldn’t take it anymore. So I’m trying to just pat you to sleep. I love you so much baby Tunia and I tell you often more than five times a day, so I’m sure you’ll be tired of hearing it soon. You are still my joy and my life. Xoxo ~Mama
Letters to Farrah
I always call you by your middle name (petunia) and recently found myself noticing how big you are getting, and how much you’ve changed. I love watching you play with your toys and I think you are talking to them! You always communicate with the cat, when he meows I always here you making a resembling noise him as if you understand what he is saying. You love your reflection, and I love it that you love yourself. Never stop loving you! I
love you My Tunia, You are my Joy, My light, and BOY Do you make me smile, and laugh like no other!
Also Big BIG news! You took your first steps Not yet walking but its a very big start and I am a very proud Mother, Your doing great my Lovely!!!
At 29 You step :)
Letters to Farrah
the first time you were set in my arms I was filled with so many emotions and yet my thoughts were so far away. I was planning your future and the outcomes of my every action, I worried to much about small things like holding you too much, or how sounds would effect you, I did more research on your outcome in life when I should have been watching you sleep. I wish I could go back and enjoy every second I was blessed with you.
But I am so thankful I stopped to watch you grow, to watch you change. I remember watching you sleep every night and waking to check on you just because. And I still do it to this day, I laugh when you talk in your sleep and smile when you smile and when you cry I fight it inside not to cry too. I love that you enjoy story time and that you are so curious about EVERYTHING. And I love how you are always soooo Happy!
years and years before I met your handsome Daddy I prayed that I would have a child who would be quick to learn, patient kind and always happy, beautiful and have her or his Fathers eyes.
God did a wonderful Job when he gave us you! I thank him everyday for answering my prayers.
You make Motherhood so pleasant I enjoy it with all heart.
Its been so hard with Daddy deployed wishing he could see your first moments and BIG Milestones. wishing to hold his hand and laugh with you. But through this hard time I am able to find a peace…In YOU Every time I look at you I smile, I see your daddy and when I need him the most I can pull you in my arms and hold you tight because you are a part of him, and I see it most in your eyes! You make Mommy laugh like no other till tears are rolling down my cheek, and when I cry for Daddy You always seem to make me smile again.
I love you so much Petunia, And I hope you never think otherwise.!Mommy and Daddy will always love you!
I will lead you to what I believe is best for your life, Protect you from all I think will be of harm, even if that means being alittle different from other kids. And when You are old enough to make decisions of your own I will only show you the door and you will have the right to choose to walk through it or choose your own path. and thats okay,
We will support you in whatever you choose in life, If you want to be a bumb, Be the best Bumb you can be If you want to be lesbian Be Proud and never hide who you are, If you want to be famous reach for the stars! Whatever you choose in Life we will always back you up. and we will always love you ~Mommy
Letters to Farrah
Story time is part of our every day lives. Not just because its vital for your developing brain, but I love the stories. well I love the pictures. ;-p My favorite book so far is the napping house. My second fav would half to be snuggle up sleepy ones, and then How do I love you comes in 3rd place. So far this is all I have here with me.
We enjoy this time close together, you also enjoy the pictures as you are always touching the pages with me as my finger runs along the words.
Letters to Farrah
Petunia m my dear, you started doing what I like to call the monkey crawl lol You will stand on your feet with your hands on the ground and will move about like that ahaha quite the site! But I think thats a big thing for a 7 month old, I’m waiting for you to lift your hands up and take off!
Letters to Farrah 28 weeks
Petunia My Darling, You are growing so fast! every time I look at you I see a strong wise and very observant child. You grow beneath me, but soon you will be growing above me, Like Daddy. You have three teeth now two on bottom and one on top, Its quite hard to check for others; you are very secretive when it comes to inside your mouth. Yesterday was the first day you wanted more baby food! when you finished eating it all you cried for more and finished off another within seconds, always grasping for the spoon and shuffling it in your mouth with your sweet smacking sounds and slurps of pleasure. It was pears by the way. - 100% Organic from Natural food store I bought you a collection of toys, and you were all over them the moment they hit the floor. And you enjoy eating on your play mat rather than playing on it. I was so super excited getting you your little Sophie giraffe, Its mommy’s favorite zoo animal too. You reach for me when in need of cuddles and you crawl to me, even chance me down through kitchen when you want to be held. I always give in, your just so darn cute my dear. Sometimes and almost every time; when you play and you are deep into what you are playing with you will begin to sing little tune, a song you make up of words or sounds you know…I LOVE IT! I do believe you are spoiled a bit, but That is okay I don’t think it is impairing you in any way. Mommy loves to watch you sleep, so very precious I occasionally sneak pictures of you sleeping hahaha I love you my darling, May you grow into the beautiful flower I know you are… Yours truly Mommy!
Letters to Farrah 5 1/2 months
I was shopping and she was getting cranky, so I stuck her on the boob and continued on shopping till she fell asleep, gently yet with a quick pace I placed her in the buggy and …priceless :-)
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